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Above It All
04:25
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I lay awake every night
Afraid of closing my eyes
Thoughts soaked in apathy
I let it consume me
Since the pain slips back where it came from
Step by step
The day starts from the depths of meaningless
But all of this can't break my will to exist
The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, Turns my heart upside down
Every night, Every day, makes me drown
And I realize, it's one of these days
Scrolling through my feed, trying to ignore all the hate
Strangling myself because I hate what I see,
What am I doing to me
Insecurities hover over me
Serenity from the outside, devastated from within
My mask wears thinner and thinner
All my shadows surround me
Every day is exactly the same
It's like a nightmare on repeat
On repeat
The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, Turns my heart upside down
Every night, Every day, makes me drown
Another day with the sadness dwelling in me
Sickness, and madness, making me bleed
Pictures and voices, show me the past is here
Forgotten and buried under tons of ruins
All these dead motherfuckers come back to me
Cracking my mortal shell, to strangle me
The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Feeling the rain, Turns my heart upside down
Every night, Every day, makes me drown
The earth turns around me, please let me go
I lost the will to stand above it all
Above It All
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Skyless
06:51
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You say you know me and all of my darkest thoughts.
I say, stay the fuck away from me!
It feels so good to destroy myself
Alone in the Rain, obsessed by pain
The struggle wriggles in my brain
Bound by my mental chains
Falling in sorrow again and again
Million colors in front of my face
I stare in the distance for a light
Social suicide is breaking down my door,
Reality keeps falling away from me
I am sitting in my room all night
staring in the distance for a light
Social suicide is breaking down my door,
ignites my lust for violence and gore
What if this is not reality?
What if there's no final key?
What if there's no exit,
Am I loosing my mind?
Where is the exit, this doesn't feel right
(Blaegh)
You say we stand together in our darkest days.
I say, stay the fuck away from me!
It felt so good to destroy your memories
to try to end the misery
of your emptiness
still Bound by mental chains
Falling in sorrow again and again
Million colors in front of my face
I stare in the distance for a light
Social suicide is breaking down my door
I need more, more violence and gore
More violence and gore
What if this is not reality?
What if there's no final key?
What if there's no exit,
Am I loosing my mind?
Where is the exit, this doesn't feel right
Sitting here staring at the ceiling,
all the words on my tongue, overthinking
It hurts if you say nothing, it hurts if you ask,
don't know what's wrong, its too late to turn back
Decided to say nothing, all I could do was sinking
It feels like you don't need me,
Telling lies to myself until the end
It's hard to love you if I hate myself
It hurts if you say nothing, it hurts if you ask
What if this is not reality?
What if there's no final key?
What if there's no exit,
Am I loosing my mind?
Where is the exit, this doesn't feel right
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Obscure Existence Berlin, Germany
We are Obscure Existence, a Berlin based metalcore band, and we just released our new single "Skyless".
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